Who would have thought that 6 months would have flown by as quickly as it has? Now, we're down to 94 days and with each passing day I feel this sense of fear and excitement wash over me. It kind of feels like I'm on a roller coaster and I'm riding to the top of the biggest hill.
I still have so much work to do--these next 94 days can definitely take their time in passing. Between getting some things paid off WHILE saving money and getting clothes, furniture, and other necessities together--it seems like this will be a never ending process.
I've been pretty overwhelmed as of late (the extra hormones don't help much, not to mention the fact that I'm working almost 70 hours a week to save all the money I can). I wouldn't say that an overwhelming feeling is a BAD thing because it DOES give me motivation to do all the right things for Jace and I. Sometimes, however, it does lead to some nervous breakdowns and tears. I've learned many new things about myself over the past couple of months, but one thing that hasn't changed (and sometimes I wish it would) is the fact that I'm very type A. I like to have a plan and a schedule and I thrive on things going according to plan--when things don't go according to plan, I get very frazzled and lose sight of all the things that I've been working towards. I can't lose sight of my goals and things I've been working towards. I have to keep on moving.
Jace and I have to be strong!
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