As we get closer and closer to "the finish line" the contractions become stronger and stronger and last much longer.
Honestly, I don't even know how to describe the pain and it's not even the REAL pain. It radiates all the way around to my back and knocks the wind right out of me. I can't wait, I can't sit still...what I CAN do is lay in bed and pray for the pain to pass.
I'm not a "wuss" when it comes to pain--but I have a feeling this kind of pain is going to knock me straight on my ass.
The physical pain isn't nearly as bad as the emotional pain of pregnancy. I don't care what anyone says, pregnancy is a beautiful disaster. It can make you feel more beautiful than you've ever felt in your entire life--but the emotional roller coaster is one thing that I will never EVER miss. One day I can be happier than I've ever been and the next I can be the saddest I have ever been and it's no telling when these days will occur. It's all a gamble.
65 days to go!
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